Keep in mind this sermon was meant to be preached to our class - some terms like sanctification are already defined for us in class so I don't define them again. It isn't just a monologue or blog post, but I believe it's something God wanted to share with those going into ministry - well really any christian that struggles with the tension described below.
A Tension for Faith
One of the first things I was
taught when I came back to Christianity, was the danger of living a performance
based life. Our pastor has drilled this into our heads over and over again;
that we are to minister out of the overflow in our heart based on the love and
power of Christ, and not on our own strength. As a Campus Minister I would walk
this tension – trying to minister in his power but having no idea what that
looked like! All I knew is that it was supposed to be in His power. I would
meet with the pastor for updates and struggle through this with him – I’d lay
out what I was doing, why I was doing it and the struggle to get it right. He’d
look at me and say “that sounds exhausting” and he was right. It did. I stopped
striving to do God’s work and had started striving to not be striving. I was
working to stop working. It was exhausting and, frankly, infuriating.
All of us in this room love people
genuinely. You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t love God and others sincerely.
From conversations in the break room, I know I’m not the only one that
struggles with this tension. I mean, we all know the lines… we are not
justified by the gospel, and then sanctified by obedience, but the gospel is
the way we grow and are renewed. Paul is drilling it into our heads. He is
kindly showing us the truth that we don’t understand the gospel. So what do we
do with that?
As we’ve learned in class, and can
see in the bible we can only do good things through the power of Christ. When
we get saved, I think we understand the basis of redemption story – we are
sinners, and Christ in His mercy and power dies for us, and his blameless life
is now our blameless life. We are made right in God’s eyes, and are saved from
judgment. I mean, that’s good news. But it doesn’t stop there.
Matthew 22 records an account of a
conversation between Jesus and some Pharisee’s. One of them asks the following
question, “Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?”
Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord
your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This
is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love
your neighbor as yourself’.”
As a Christian and someone in
ministry I long to live a life that glorifies Jesus. When I look at my past,
and where I came from, and most importantly what He saved me out of, I am moved
in love to act. When I see the plans and peace He has for me, I long to share
that with others, that they might experience this great love. But trying to do this in His strength, not my
own, seems harder than just doing it myself! How do we really know we’re
serving as people sanctified by the gospel, and not obedience or the law?
Because Romans tells us that we are wicked and sinful. Even in our new life
state, we have a human nature.
One night at student called at 1am upset and needing to talk, as I hung up the phone
planning to drive over to her house to chat with her, I thought, am I going to
do this because it is the leading of God in my heart? Or is this my opinion of
what a Campus Minister does? More pointedly, am I helping lead her towards greater
intimacy with Christ, and or am I trying to become her functional savior?
In Romans, Paul says in chapter 7:4
& 6, “So, my dear brothers and sisters, this is the point: You died to the
power of the law when you died with Christ. And now you are united with the one
who was raised from the dead. As a result, we can produce a harvest of good
deeds for God. Now we can serve God, not in the old way of obeying the
letter of the law, but in the new way of living in the Spirit.”
We have already heard that we can’t
fulfill the law, not even the abridged two commandments, loving God and others.
But, thank goodness, we read in this scripture that we have died to the power
of the law when we died with Christ. We are united with him, the blameless
powerful one. The solution to your problem is faith in Jesus and relational
intimacy with him.
This is a tension that we will
endure as long as we live. I am preaching about this today because it is the
work God is doing in my heart and will continue to do.
You can look at the tension and see
this big awkward thing to struggle through, or you can see it as an opportunity
to grow closer to Christ and actually practically believe that God can do all
that He has promised. It is in this tension that we see that the solution is
far more simple than the struggle. It’s Jesus; relationship and intimacy with
Jesus.
I have no formula. I have no system
to help you love your neighbor as yourself in Christ’s strength. All I know is
this; these tensions in life are opportunities for faith. Faith, in the new
nature he has given you. Faith, that he has already fulfilled this commandment
for you. It is within this tension that faith in the person and work of Jesus
Christ, sets you free. It is a beautiful, miraculous, wonderful opportunity for
relationship and intimacy with Christ. From there, faith and action flow
together.
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